Tuesday, December 15, 2009


enjoyed myself today.
had fun with Shazwan,Aiza,Dahlia and Nadia.
but at the end of the day,
everything's changed.

all these feelings are in me.
worried . pressured . tired
i don't know how to handle these feelings as i'm weak now.
i'm vulnerable.

i tend to over-think stuff that is not supposed to be think off at the first place.
i also have this bad habit which i think about the past.
past sucks!!
imy still.

i need a break from all of these.
i need to just sit,relax and settle it one by one.
please be with me.
i need help and someone to be with me besides my family.

Dear God, please!!

p/s : Aiza aku tak marah hang. aku cuma tension dengan hang pun tau apa kan. sorry sangat kalo hang terasa. :(

Till the next post

Tata for now XOXO

- TTYL -


nazreena nadia said...

eh apa jd ne?

aDILriDZ said...

i byk nk settle pasal rmh la.. nk kn tahan dgn perangai kwn i la.. hmm ssh.. nk satisfy kn sume org nye need. tapi bila dh relax sket so ok la i don't give a damn nk bg others comfortable.. if they feel they can't accept me so beat it.. btol x??
y change for some people..

FaYee said...

ermm.. btoi2.. ngade2 toi manusia skang.. hahha~

Aiza J said...

adil..sorry laaaa... aku tak marah la aritu.. aritu aku pujuk, ang yg dok tak mau... =(

aDILriDZ said...

bkn pasai hg la yg ni..
ada len..
tp dh ok kot insyaAllah